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:::by michele:::the air is escaping slowly as she floats at the top of the water pretending to be dead she wonders what her mom will say when she finds her here when she opens up the sliding glass doors balancing a tray of lemonade in her arms and sees her only daughter in the water her hair darker curling around her head like a halo she wonders if her funeral will have daisies or chrysanthemums if the boy who picks his nose in sunday school will be sitting on a folding chair and if it will rain like in the movies and people will be huddled under umbrellas with raindrops lingering on their overcoats women with smeared makeup men who check their watches and clasp their hands in front of them, impatient and if grandma lucy will cry if susie and rebecca l. will return her barbie doll clothes or keep the gold wedding dress and floral pant suit forever and ever if her father will come back if her mother will put out stale crackers at the wake she moves her arms up and down against the heavy water forgetting to stay comatose and frigid and still and then she moves on to her back to become a mermaid child small and fluid and wrinkled as the sun goes down across her backyard
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