:::by jill:::

francis says that you never really get over anybody; that time passes and the pain deminishes and you learn how to live your life, but your wounds never close. you always feel that twinge in your chest when you hear their name.

he says if you're truly over someone, you've never loved them.

i think he may be right. the door won't ever close on my past, or how i feel about dann. i'll always love him. but i'm going to be okay. tonight, i pictured him kissing this girl who in my mind is everything i'm not, and i didn't cry. i didn't feel regret, or loss, or fear. i felt happy for him. for us. that we can move on, even though things between us haven't severed, haven't closed.

if i have closure, it's a screen door that's shut.

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