:::by michele:::

i feel powerless when i wear a dress,

and i skip out on weddings because of it

and i don�t go to department stores because of it

or parties

or ceremonies

without my pants to hide away in

and i know

maybe this isn�t a lack of power i�m feeling

what about vamps? what about sexual revolution? taking charge of your own sexuality tucked away beneath the folds and hemlines of your skirt,

but i don�t dance normal,

only fast, around and around the room with my eyes shut tightly

the music is thick like heat, like summer, like riding your bike real fast downhill

i tried to fix things

to take power in my sleep, breathing in heavily, snoring and not caring,

embracing the comforter gently, tucked away

the only time i feel safe again.

powerless with my eyes open in the morning,

i can�t control what will happen to me if i leave the room

i can�t control how hard it is to keep focused ahead,

to lose touch again,

it makes me stay in bed,

not a normal girl,

just asexual,

in her pants,

with no definition,

or silhouette

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