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'less interest creates power' [kind of like spitting]

Freud said psychological problems originate from repressed memories, and Jung thought it had more to do with power issues. and i would have to agree with Jung.

i've spent two nights inflicting pain because this boy is clearly smarter than i am. and i spent weeks crying because paul had the power in our relationship and it made me feel pathetic.

how will the world ever be perfect with people like me? i can't even create a microcosm of equality. i don't know what love is, only adoration.